DarkstormZero

I guess even when doing something seperate, my mood relfects my writing. This peice is a little dark, but not a bad ending.

MoodyTrashbag ZuriWolf FazerGamer

Ok, so, over the past three months I have gotten to know, slowly a group of artists here on DA. Some are my very own countrymen from Australia initially I spoke out against a horrendous tirade from a dude called zgrillo2004, who was being very very distatsteful towards MoodyTrashbag for her particular tastes in fetishes, sending her death threats, and pictures of real actual decapitated corpses from ISIS camps, and a whole other level of nasty nasty shit under the guise of christian/catholic religious zealotry. I immediately said "Evil is never more dangerous than when it wears the mask of benevolence." and proceeded to verbally slap down the fool. Ki then started watching me and sent a thank you for the help on fending of the troll.

From there I watched the ups and downs of her status updates (And there where a great many of those) and I watched several new dramas unfold, some more anti fetish facist fools tried their hand, which were promptly either ignored or put down like rabid animals, but other kinds of drama also seemed to circle this girl. Sometimes over just some angsty nonsense, and other times over some very serious issues. One name was brought up a lot during the shit, and that was Olivia AKA Zuriwolf. I so far, have not learned the entire affair here, but it seemed to have leaked into the real world, and there have been attempts by all sides to oust the other from DA for no reason other than pure hate and circumstance that I never learned. Something about Zuri lying to her online partner/boyfriend, and breaking up with him driving him to near suicidal depression. I can't say how much of this is true or false, or how this partner had overreacted or not to an online relationship, but certainly I could not bring myself to believe it be a strong enough offense to drive someone off of DA entirely and continue stalking all her accounts.

However, many other dramas erupted around this group of young people. One in particular recently involved... I believe it was DarkDragon, who had faked his own murder, and the murder of his brother, and also played the role of his own murderer on DA as some sort of experiment. Now this one I did have a problem with, as it upset Ki a lot, and it almost made me call in a few favours from my security days to get this killer. Thank whatever diety listens to me that I didn't pick up that phone and have some serious firepower brought down on the root IP addresses of these people. I warned everyone involved with that farce on that day that sometimes faking events like that can bring real world consequences, and this time, it came very very close.

I was angry with Ki after that event. because despite the fakeput, she defended the action and did not care because DarkDragon was a friend. While I appreciate that stance and the sentiment behind it, there has to be a line where you tell your friends "You done fucked up, i'll help you through it, but you did fuck up dude." Makes me wonder too.... If Dark Dragon can get away with such an enormous pluck of the heart strings and faking such events, why is Zuri still being deadpanned for an apparently less egregious fakeout lie much earlier? I don't understand that... But not my call to make.

Anyways, I sign on today after RPing with friends elsewhere on the net, and I see Zuri is once again under attack by Tsalbavon, or whomever is using that account. No warning, just all salvos firing for no reason that i could find. Surely this couldn't be a continuation of an argument long dead could it? it was....

Then, I see my friend ki spark up a conversation with Zuri, who was trying to get answers as to why she was being attacked. Ki did say that she believes that some of their group had not quite forgiven Zuri for the old transgression. Which to my knowledge is fair enough, but forgiveness or lack thereof is not related to just leaving shit buried. Zuri exasperated didn't nderstand why she was still being attacked, and then ki simply repeated the argument. (Girls, you both could have engished that better by explaining your stance BTW )

Anywho, since that misconception about the difference between forgiving and just leaving shit alone grew like a particularly bad pimple, it eventually popped, and the hate and vitrol was soon reignighted like a flamethrower on steroids.

Now, what I have a problem with, right here, is that all this shit could have been solved with just a single detailed explanation. No miscommunication, no hate and prejudiced views, just everything laid straight down the line. I may be asking too much from youngsters, but i cannot, for the life of me find the reason for THIS level of hate. There has been harassment and stalking involved here ladies and gerbils. There has been name calling and threats, there's even been hacking from what i understand. No online mudslinging should ever generate that level of hate, nevermind the escalation right into personal shit. This all needs to stop, and be talked about civilly. Or if not that, then please, all of you, leave eachother alone. You don't need to interact if you can't even be civil, nevermind friends. If you all keep acting this way, you become as bad as the people you cheered me on for shitcanning. Yes, you BECOME the trolls when you resort to gossip mongering, harassing and stalking.

~DSZ

A few hours ago, I had to have my labrador Brandy put to sleep after 14 years of her being part of our family. I'm not handling this very well to be honest, as I have not been well over the past year, and I could no longer walk her. I felt, and still feel so sad, and guilty that I couldn't do the things I used to do with her... And now my heart breaks whenever I think about it.

With the loss of one job, and the other falling through unexpectedly, I can now devote more time to some projects.

So I have started a new writing project, and this time, I have no distractions nor excuses.

I have just received my redundancy notice for my job, but as they say, when one door closes, another opens.

Next month, I am going to be starting a new job.